All posts for the month February, 2011

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Published 27 February, 2011 by itsaheartache

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Day 5- Something You Hope To Do In Your Life

Published 23 February, 2011 by itsaheartache

Gah, where do I start?  I have to pick ONE?

I hope to fall in love.  I’m talking about giddy, facebook official, cuddling through the commercials, can’t stop thinking about you, Ell Oh Vee Ee.  Come on now, he’s got to be out there somewhere?

I have worked the personals sites.  I have asked friends for fixups.  I have “not looked for it”.  Where is he?


Day 4 – Something You Have To Forgive Someone For

Published 22 February, 2011 by itsaheartache

Hiatus?  What hiatus?

I have to forgive my mother for sending my brother away when he was 12.  I was a very young kid then, and he was very troubled.  He needed the focus the other family provided.

It devastated me, even to this day.

I have always had it out for my mother for sending him off, although now I know he would not be anywhere close to the man he is today.

As much as it pisses me off that she refused to be a parent, I forgive her for sending him away.  It was the best thing she could have done for him.