I wrote a few months ago about being fired – About how utterly traumatizing it was and about how I’m starting to finally get over it.
I have never forgiven myself for getting into a situation to be fired. I have always thought it was something I should never have had to endure, but because of my foolishness it did happen.
As worthwhile of a lesson as it was, and as far as I have progressed since, I still feel like an asshole for being so stupid.
Really, blogging at work about being unhappy and possibly mentally ill? Probably not the best idea.
BUT – It’s time to forgive myself. I have learned from the mistake. I have progressed worlds beyond what I was. I have to forgive myself and let it go.